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January 12th 2012

Wicked wind. It’s funny but the days on the farm that are the worst are the winter ones with wicked wind. Though talk to me in Spring and I’ll probably say something different. But perhaps not. The wicked wind cuts through your clothes and chills you. It freezes the buckets into giant ice cubes and makes them harder to carry. It makes everyone grumpy from the smallest bird to the largest sheep. Cooped up from the wind the sheep get antsy. Unable to get out of the elements enough the geese get frustrated. Though I can’t tell if they are just frustrated because I won’t give them free access to the feed – - because they are gluttons or if it is the constant wind battering them that does it. Geese aren’t much for buildings so they seek shelter on the hill and tucked up close to the buildings. Today they were hanging about the grain shed.

These are the days I have to really remember that Spring comes and so does warmth. Usually I’ve gotten a tougher skin to the temperatures. This is where the warm winter does not help me at all. Today felt just as cold as ever and I never did warm up. Even now my toes are cold. And I’m tucked under two blankets in my room with the heat set at 70 degrees. Today I think I won’t warm up until actual Spring. This weekend if it hits 40 degrees I’ll probably think different.

I’m fickle like that.

 

January 8th, 2012

photo credit alpercukur

I saw a photo from the above photographer on pinterest. His work is beautiful but the Black and White stirs my soul. This is how this winter has felt to me. Gray and long. Even with no snow the days are just running together in the drudgery of the daily tasks. These months are the hardest for me. I love having my farm life and the animals that are included in that life. But the constant nag on my mind… enough water? enough heat? enough hay? It wears at me. And the days become longer still.

I am a slave to the clock from mid-November till just about now. Constantly watching as the minutes creep up to the hours before sun down. Bustling outside to be able to get chores finished before we lose the light. Change the water. Fresh food. Lock everyone up tight till morning light. Repeat day in and day out until finally the Solstice comes and at last you know the light will return bit by bit. Each day now becomes a little longer and the light lasts just a bit more.

Now the worry turns to temperatures. And in this strange year, I battle complacency. It has been warmer than normal. I guard against thinking tomorrow will be the same because it won’t and one day I’ll wake to bitter winds and frigid temperatures. I only hope we are fortunate this year and do not have to endure too many survival days…a day where the animals are all just trying to survive to the next day. We have baby lambs and goats coming this year which makes survival days even more daunting and sometimes heart-wrenching.

Winter is alternatively the season I love and the season I loathe. For the moment I am taking each day that dawns clear and moderate as a gift.

 

 

Hello December

Source: hydrangeasandwhitedaisies.blogspot.com via Carol on Pinterest

 

Todays Note:

Today there was snow. It seems fitting to enter December with a small snow. It likely will disappear by tomorrow and I’m greatful for that as I’m not really looking forward to hauling water through all the snow and ice.

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